The roller coaster of emotions I've experienced in the last few weeks.
The Plan 2 Weeks Ago:
I had a doctor appointment and was already dilated to 2 1/2 centimeters. Charlie starts freaking out thinking that this baby is going to come early, way before "the plan". His work schedule was all planned out for the baby to come no earlier than the 10th. So he tried to put me on "bed rest" and told me not to move! I listened....somewhat. I started getting those nervous pre-labor feelings. I started thinking to myself, OK there's no turning back now, this baby is going to have to come out and there's nothing I can do about it, I have to go through with this! And then I started getting scared of the pain, not knowing when it was going to happen, where I'll be when I start going into labor, will Charlie be home?
The Plan 1 Week Ago:
I had another doctor appointment and was dilated to 3 centimeters and 80% effaced. I started having feelings of acceptance of labor and that perhaps I'd be OK if the baby came early. I started "nesting" getting the baby's items ready and my hospital bag packed. I even bought some diapers and got the cradle out in preparation. The doctor seemed to think that I could "go any day" and to be prepared. Charlie's co-workers were very supportive and assured him that no matter what happened they would cover his shifts if need be. That gave him a little more peace of mind and he wasn't freaking out as much.
The Plan This Week:
At my doctor's appointment I was still dilated at 3 centimeters and very soft. She stripped my membranes in hopes that it would get things going. She said that as soon as I am in real labor not to wait around but get to the hospital unless I wanted to have the baby in the car! My whole days are consumed with thoughts of when will the baby come, will today be the day, I am so ready to have this baby. I don't care how much it will hurt I just want to get this baby out of me! Charlie said he has never known anyone to be so anxious to be in pain before. He also realized how uncomfortable I've been and now agrees with me that no matter what we are both ready for this baby to come ANY DAY NOW!! I had my friend do acupressure on me to see if that would help induce labor. I even went to the mall and walked around for awhile hoping that might stimulate things. But alas...the baby is still inside and I've felt absolutely no contractions. Maybe a few twinges here and there but nothing serious. In the meantime Ellen came down to help out and be here "just in case". She's been awesome with the kids and help tidying up, doing laundry, and cleaning up the kitchen. Mom and Dad Foutz are on their way today to help out with the baby...unfortunately the baby isn't here yet but we'll put them to work regardless :o) So much for this baby coming early!!
The Plan For Next Week:
Hopefully this plan will not be needed but is in place none the less. I'll have another doctor appointment on Tuesday. At that time we'll schedule a date to be induced and get this little one out once and for all. If she seriously hasn't come by Tuesday (please no!!) she'll be one day overdue.
3 comments:
O, I know how you feel. I was late with both of mine and I was willing to do ANYTHING! And NOTHING worked! Being induce was worst but I was sure happy when it was all over! I know that at this point there are no words of comfort unless it is your Dr. saying that you are going to have the baby today. But she is coming soon and she will be worth the wait! You better call me with the details!!!
Hope you don't have to wait too much longer! Anxious to see pictures of your new bundle of joy!
Hey Girl...thinking of you!
Hang in there...it's hard at times...Emma was 8 days overdue and by the end I thought she would never come. Keep us posted and we will be keeping our finger crossed for ya :)
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